Saturday, November 13, 2021

The Day I Found Out


It started simply enough: drip, drip, drip.


For the first time since before the pandemic, I had those old familiar symptoms of the common cold. I was sneezing, my throat hurt, my head hurt, and I must have gone through a whole box of Kleenex.

Day one was bad enough, but then came day two and day three. The cold kept getting worse. On day hour, my daughter said, "Dad we should get you tested. There's a drop-in testing site at the local school."

I got myself ready and we drove to the venue -- a little temporary building about the size of a double Porto-Potty, with a couple friendly young people who greeted us right away.

"Here for the Covid tests?" 

Those all-too-familiar swabs in each nostril, swirling around until the discomfort caused me to sneeze -- one, two, three times.

There were two rounds -- the Rapid Results Test and the other test, which takes a day or two to produce results.

As we waited for the Rapid Results verdict, I considered the options. If I had Covid, I would probably just keep on doing more of what I had been doing -- isolating myself in my daughter's house, not seeing anyone except her and her three sons.

But of course the boys come and go with school, sports, playdates, skating, biking -- the routines of healthy, active youth.

I had seen nobody else -- not one person in a week. But I thought back before that -- who had been close enough to me to infect me with the virus?

There was the long Bart trip south, an hour and a half along the edge of San Francisco Bay. But everybody, me included, was masked and no one came with a few empty seats of me on that entire trip.

Then ether was one trip to Safeway with my daughter when we'd gotten the family's groceries, but we were masked and nobody came close to me that time either.

That was it.

Then my mind turned to the consequences of a positive test result;  it would mean that despite being fully vaccinated, I'd somehow gotten a "breakthrough" case.

But would that be that a bad thing? I know that getting a case of the coronavirus would confer immunities that vaccinations can never provide. It would teach my body to provide antibodies, thereby insuring an additional layer of protection the shots simply cannot guarantee.

So I should hope for a positive, right?

Still, what about the social consequences? Would friends suddenly view me in a different way -- "He had Covid" -- and keep their distance as if I were somehow contaminated permanently. Fear is irrational.

And as I've written many times, isolation kills as readily as Covid ever could.

Finally, one of the friendly young ladies came out to hand me a card. She wasn't smiling; she was all serious. I steeled myself.

"You're a negative. You don't have Covid-19."

So it ended the way it started -- drip, drip, drip.

But in our post-pandemic society, nothing is as it used to be.

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SATURDAY HEADLINES:

Biden bill would give local news outlets ‘shot in the arm’ -- The help would come in the form of a payroll tax credit for companies that employ eligible local journalists.  (AP)

Climate Hype Might Be the Ticket to Decarbonization -- Glasgow is a spectacle. That’s kind of the point. (Atlantic)


For many ICU survivors and their families, life is never the same -- Physical, mental and cognitive problems can last years after covid-19 or other severe illness is conquered. (WP)

* Donald Trump isn't sorry about the "Hang Mike Pence" chants (CNN)

Menace Enters the Republican Mainstream -- Threats of violence have become commonplace among a significant part of the party, as historians and those who study democracy warn of a dark shift in American politics. (NYT)

Immunizing children against Covid-19 is viewed by authorities in the U.S. and elsewhere as critical to get the upper hand over the virus. But in some parts of the world, such efforts have generated deep controversy. (WSJ)






* How Trump Transformed the Supreme Court (New Yorker)


Pope thanks journalists for helping expose Church sex scandals (Reuters)

Project Veritas Tells Judge It Was Assured Biden Diary Was Legally Obtained -- But a search warrant in the case suggests the Justice Department believes the diary kept by the president’s daughter Ashley Biden was stolen. (NYT)

In new book, Hayley Mills looks back on her Hollywood start. (AP)




Return of the Taliban (Financial Times)

Thousands of Afghan children and teenage refugees will soon be enrolled in America’s public schools. (WP)


* Rare Antarctic penguin accidentally travels 3,000km to New Zealand (BBC)


Researchers Discover Galaxy-Sized Goldfish Astronauts Discarded From Space Shuttle In 1988 (The Onion)

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SATURDAY'S LYRICS

"This Little Bird"
Written by John Loudermilk

There's a little bird that somebody sends
Down to the earth to live on the wind.
Borne on the wind and he sleeps on the wind
This little bird that somebody sends.
He's light and fragile and feathered sky blue,
So thin and graceful the sun shines through.
This little bird who lives on the wind,
This little bird that somebody sends.
He flies so high up in the sky
Out of reach of human eye.
And the only time that he touches the ground
Is when that little bird
Is when that little bird
Is when that little bird dies.

Friday, November 12, 2021

There Goes the Family Business


As near as I can tell, none of my grandchildren who are old enough to think about such things want to be a journalist at this point. 

Only one of my six children chose that option. Both of my ex-wives worked as journalists, so its' not like the subsequent generations didn't know what they would be getting into.

So they've chosen not to.

All over the U.S. since the dawn of the Internet, journalists have been losing their jobs as traditional media organizations have gone out of business, creating news deserts in places that used to be saved by home-town newspapers.

As websites crop up to replace them, one fundamental problem emerges: How will they pay for their reporters?

Advertising is the traditional revenue source along with subscriptions and newsstand sales, but in the online world, advertising revenue is dominated by Google (29 percent), Facebook (25) and Amazon (10).

You have to go a long way down the lost of top digital ad earners before you find any traditional media companies.

The solution for many local news companies is a paywall -- charging users for access to their content but this rarely works in accomplishing anything but severely limiting the audience.

Even many of the news links I list below land smack up against paywalls, and I doubt many readers go any further at that point.

Subscriptions are an option, as that gives the choice over to the user, but a gain, adoption is extremely limited. Few people believe they can afford many subscriptions, no matter how much they value the content of an individual site or writer.

Meanwhile, our elite journalism schools churn out would-be journalists year after year, so where will they go?

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FRIDAY'S HEADLINES:

* New Covid infections on the rise in most states (USA Today)

What We Know So Far About Waning Vaccine Effectiveness -- Vaccines still offer strong protection against severe Covid-19, but many studies show their protection against infection decreases over time. (NYT)

A veteran helped spread viral 9/11 conspiracy theories. Can he start over?-- Twenty years after enlisting in the Army, one man wrestles with the power stories have to heal and to destroy. (WP)

* What It's Like to Fight a Megafire (New Yorker)

What Climate Change Looks Like From Space -- The impact is etched on land and ice across the planet. (NYT)

Europe has become the epicenter of the pandemic again, prompting some governments to consider re-imposing unpopular lockdowns in the run-up to Christmas and stirring debate over whether vaccinesalone are enough to tame COVID-19. (Reuters)

What Paul McCartney and John Lennon Talked About in Their Last Conversation (Howard Stern Show)

The 13 House Republicans who voted to pass a bipartisan $1 trillion infrastructure bill say they've been getting death threats after former President Donald Trump lashed out about them. “This madness has to stop,” said Rep. Fred Upton (R-Mich.), an 18-term moderate, who said his offices received dozens of threatening calls following his yes vote. [AP]

* Afghanistan Facing Famine (Human Rights Watch)

American journalist Danny Fenster sentenced to 11 years in jail in Myanmar (WP)

An explosion hit a mosque in the Spin Ghar district of Nangarhar province in eastern Afghanistan, wounding at least 12 people including the imam of the mosque, local residents said. (Reuters)

Substitute Teachers Never Got Much Respect, but Now They Are in Demand (NYT)

* ‘It’s our lifeline’: the Taliban are back but Afghans say opium is here to stay (Guardian)


Around 3.2 million children are expected to suffer from acute malnutrition in Afghanistan by the end of this year, with 1 million of them at risk of dying as temperatures drop, a World Health Organization spokesperson said. (Reuters)


Cities with empty offices see new room to expand housing (Politico)

S.Korea shows flying taxi test (NHK)

Rare 520-year-old coin found at site of first English settlement in Newfoundland (BBC)

* World’s ‘calamitous’ water crisis being ignored in climate talks (Guardian)

Sharks spotted in Thames river that runs through London (The Hill)

Japan raises bird-flu alert to highest level (NHK)

Johnson & Johnson plans to split into two companies, separating its consumer health division that sells Band-Aids and Baby Powder from its pharmaceuticals and medical devices business in the biggest shake-up in its 135-year history. (Reuters) 

* They live rent-free on SF Bay but their ‘floating homeless encampment’ faces extinction (LAT) 

More than two dozen members of U.C. Berkeley’s football team caught the coronavirus despite 99 percent of its players being vaccinated. (AP)

* The false narrative of out-of-control crime in San Francisco is being pushed relentlessly by a far-right website run by a former Republican consultant who received a pardon from Trump. (Popular Information)

*What happened to Eric Clapton? The guitar legend’s covid turn has friends and fans puzzled. (WP)

* Would the world be better if it was run by teenagers? (BBC)

Congress Approves Empty Paper Towel Roll For NASA To Use As Telescope (The Onion)

***

"Have You Heard the News"

I'm picking up again
Ain't it got too much
After the accident
It could feel no worse
I turned around and saw him hit the ground
A little earlier, it was a game
I guess the barrier
Must have dropped away
I don't like to read the news 
D'you know anything I'm going through
Did you see my photograph
It was on page ten
I swore to everyone
I'm not to blame
I turned around and saw him hit the ground
A little earlier it was a game
I'm so disposable
You can throw me away
I don't like to read the news
D'you know anything I'm going through
Wat a fool I've been
Didn't get to him in time
"What's been happening?"
Its so hard to sleep at night
Its so hard to sleep at night
To sleep at night
I don't like to read the news
D'you know anything I'm going through


Thursday, November 11, 2021

Changing the Rules

"We can’t save the world by playing by the rules, because the rules have to be changed. Everything needs to change – and it has to start today." -- Greta Thunberg

___________

If there could be just one takeaway from the global Covid-19 plague it would be that we are all in this thing together against a common enemy. A cliche, true, but only a useful insight if we can apply it to our non-pandemic lives.

Unfortunately, as the climate summit winds down in Scotland, the various parties are having trouble coming together to forge meaningful new limits on carbon emissions. And if there were ever a common threat to human survival we need to unite against beyond Covid it's human-caused planetary climate change.

As usual, Hollywood and science fiction authors are way ahead of the official curve, offering dystopian visions that may if anything underestimate the gravity of the crisis. But there really are no words to describe the end of the human story.

Just silence.

As a village in Wales slips into the sea, the leaders of the major powers quarrel over dollars. It's biblical, isn't it? The scope of what is to come.

Yet giving up hope in the face of this calamity is also beyond words. The voices of the children ring out. As Greta Thunberg says: "How dare you?"

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As I posted yesterday I am resuming publishing my daily essays and news summaries on Facebook. There also is a new option for accessing my work: a paid subscription at Substack. https://davidweir.substack.com. If you are willing, kindly forward this link to people who may be interested.

Even as I continue with this free service at Meta, I need to develop a business model that will allow me to keep going into the future. Paid subscriptions hopefully are that model. Over time, exclusive content will only be available to subscribers, including early access to the upcoming book I am co-authoring and other items.

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For my Substack readers, I worked as an English teacher in the Peace Corps in Afghanistan 50 years ago and have maintained an interest in events there ever since. Below is the latest in a series of conversations I have been having with a young Hazara friend in Helmand Province about life there since the Taliban took over in late August. I am protecting his identity for his safety.]

Conversation 16: "Into the Silence"

Dear David:

The road of life is full of ups and downs. Sometimes we are happy and the days pass quickly. Other times, when we're struggling, time seems to stand still. On these days, the best we can hope for is a friend who can help us find patience. 

Even then, our friends and family members can’t always be with us, and don't always understand us. We may turn to books to distract us from our troubles. Books can provide shelter and an  honest companion in the loneliest of life’s moments. As Paul Auster said: “Reading was my escape and my comfort, my consolation, my stimulant of choice: reading for the pure pleasure of it, for the beautiful stillness that surrounds you when you hear an author's words reverberating in your head.” 

The escape hatch swings both ways. For writing, too, is food for the soul. If the body is not given food it will quickly deteriorate; the soul also dies amidst  nostalgia and sorrow.

Maya Angelou understood this need for release when she said "There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”

For me that story is sorrow. If the sorrow of my life is not expressed, I will have to accept defeat. I have to find a place to shout and empty myself so that others might hear me, across both distance and time. Even as we can hear the pleasurable or sorrowful voices of those who lived thousands of years ago.

My life here in Afghanistan passes interminably slowly. I'm witnessing bitter events, and I need a friend. That's why I write these thoughts to you, dear David. If I didn’t have writing, I wouldn’t be able to breathe. I would have to surrender my soul. 

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TODAY'S HEADLINES

White supremacists find a new platform to spread hate: A federal courtroom in Charlottesville -- Extremists on trial are using the courtroom to amplify their racist views, put on performances they boast about on far-right media, and attack their opponents. (WP)

“It Just Hurts a Little Bit, and It Helps You”: New York City Kids on Getting Vaxxed (New Yorker)

Federal judge overturns Texas ban on mask mandates in schools (WP)

* Neighbours of Belarus say migrant crisis risks military clash (Reuters)


Kyle Rittenhouse's defense team asked the judge presiding over his murder case to declare a mistrial with prejudice, meaning the state couldn't refile charges. Judge Bruce Schroeder, who was visibly angry with the prosecution, let the trial proceed for now. Rittenhouse himself took the stand on Wednesday, at one point sobbing so hard the judge declared a break. [HuffPost]

* UN chief says global warming goal on ‘life support’ (AP)

U.S., China pledge to work together to slow climate change -- The surprise announcement by China’s special climate envoy Xie Zhenhua said the two countries would reiterate the importance of the Paris temperature goal of limiting warming to well below 2 degrees Celsius, with a goal of not exceeding 1.5 degrees. (WP)

* Germany coronavirus: Record rise prompts warning of 100,000 deaths (BBC)


Nuclear Is Hot, for the Moment -- The United States, Russia, and France now describe the once-neglected technology as a key part of their decarbonization plans. (Atlantic)

Japan health ministry panel OKs Pfizer booster (NHK) 









Alibaba Tries to Go Global With ‘Singles Day,’ China’s Big Shopping Festival (WSJ)


* Now silent under Taliban, a Kabul cinema awaits its fate (AP)

Fastest Inflation in 31 Years Puts More Heat on Washington (NYT)

Prices climbed 6.2 percent in October compared to last year, the largest increase in 30 years, as inflation strains economy (WP)

Elon Musk Sells Around $5 Billion in Tesla Stock (WSJ)


* Flint water crisis: $626m settlement reached for lead poisoning victims (BBC)

France to resume building nuclear reactors (NHK)

* The Internet’s Unkillable App -- The noisier our digital lives get, the more popular the humble newsletter becomes. (Atlantic)


Do Women Still Want to Go to the Movies? --As moviegoers trickle back to theaters, the key demographic of women over 35 is largely missing. (WSJ)


* Xi Jinping warns against return to Asia-Pacific tensions of cold war era (Guardian)

Defendant: Ahmaud Arbery `trapped like a rat’ before slaying (Politico)

* North American companies rush to add robots as demand surges (Reuters)

The Chip That Could Transform Computing -- Apple’s custom processors suggest that computers are nowhere near hitting their performance limits. (NYT)

Justice Department sues Uber for charging ‘wait time’ fees to passengers with disabilities (WP)

* The Uncomfortable Truths of American Spaceflight -- NASA has pushed its next moon landing to 2025. But why is it trying to go at all? (Atlantic)

Blinken calls for vaccination gap to be closed (NHK)

Coronavirus infections rise in northern states, Mountain West, as holidays near (WP)

Britain eyes 100% zero-emission car sales by 2040 (NHK)

Earth’s peatlands store twice as much carbon as its forests. So will they be a ‘carbon bomb’ or a climate solution? (WP)

Study: Fox viewers more likely to believe Covid falsehoods (Politico)

The last drugstore: Rural America is losing its pharmacies (WP)

Swift Ruling Tests Trump’s Tactic of Running Out the Clock -- The former president has leveraged the slow judicial process in the past to thwart congressional oversight, but the Jan. 6 case may be different. (NYT)

After judge's ruling, Trump faces an uphill battle in dispute with Jan. 6 panel (NPR)


Climate Summit Sets Ambitious Goal To Phase Out Fossil Fuels By Time Earth Runs Out Of Them (The Onion)

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TODAY's LYRICS

"Shelter From the Storm"

Bob Dylan

'Twas in another lifetime, one of toil and blood
When blackness was a virtue the road was full of mud
I came in from the wilderness, a creature void of form
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
And if I pass this way again, you can rest assured
I'll always do my best for her, on that I give my word
In a world of steel-eyed death, and men who are fighting to be warm
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
Not a word was spoke between us, there was little risk involved
Everything up to that point had been left unresolved
Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
I was burned out from exhaustion, buried in the hail
Poisoned in the bushes an' blown out on the trail
Hunted like a crocodile, ravaged in the corn
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
Suddenly I turned around and she was standin' there
With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair
She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
Now there's a wall between us, somethin' there's been lost
I took too much for granted, I got my signals crossed
Just to think that it all began on an uneventful morn
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
Well, the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount
But nothing really matters much, it's doom alone that counts
And the one-eyed undertaker, he blows a futile horn
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
I've heard newborn babies wailin' like a mournin' dove
And old men with broken teeth stranded without love
Do I understand your question, man, is it hopeless and forlorn
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm
In a little hilltop village, they gambled for my clothes
I bargained for salvation and she gave me a lethal dose
I offered up my innocence I got repaid with scorn
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm

Well, I'm livin' in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line
Beauty walks a razor's edge, someday I'll make it mine
If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm