Saturday, July 24, 2021

The Biggest Story: Love


There's a simple advantage to immersing yourself in the news on a regular basis as opposed to not paying attention: You begin to see the patterns. And this in turn helps to lift your head above the water and glimpse where you are going.

Because we're all swept along by life's river and we need eddies, shaded spots to rest for a while before the current takes over once again.

In recent days, I've been practicing dividing the news headlines into broad categories, conceptual categories, as the patterns are unavoidable. What initially seems like chaos, making no sense whatsoever begins to make complete sense when I do this.

For instance, I could divide the way the news relates to my life into sixths, as in the following. Roughly one-sixth of the stories concern global climate change, specifically or generally. Floods, fires, superstorms, droughts, rising seas, falling reservoirs -- right now some of this is seasonal.

Climate change has since the early 1990s been especially prominent in the summer months (also increasingly in winter). And the unmistakable pattern is that human-caused climate alterations are threatening our ability to sustain life on this planet.

Another one-sixth of the current news cycle is the pandemic and this of course is very recent, dating back to March of last year, though it feels like forever by now. Like climate change, Covid is a global story, but the main headlines we see are closer to home.

Indoor mask mandates are making a comeback, the delta variant is taking over, unvaccinated people are getting sick, so far the vaccines are holding up and providing protection, but trouble looms just beyond the horizon.

But what is happening in a village in Indonesia, Brazil, India or Zambia matters just as much as what is happening in Little Rock and Mobile. The virus worms its way into areas where there are clusters of unvaccinated people, where it will continue to mutate until we reach herd immunity globally.

As a much wiser man than I remarked recently, "It isn't the delta variant we have to worry about, it's the *next* mutation.

After those two big story clusters -- climate change and Covid -- things get a bit murky. It all depends on your perspective. I'd choose the economy, especially the post-pandemic economic adjustments that appear increasingly to be our new reality.

Working remotely, changing careers, workforce shortages, small business collapses and renewals, stock market variations, regulation of monopolies and more dominate the news as they should -- Reuters, the Wall Street Journal, the Financial Times plus the industry newsletters chronicle a global economy under stress but adapting to the new alignments.

Fourth are the mostly pathetic efforts by governments to remain relevant in our lives, from elections to regulations and diplomatic negotiations, threats, wars, encroachments, border disputes, weapons research and development, dangerous military maneuvers here and there.

The other two sixths of the news pie are even murkier -- take your pick -- but mine are health and love. Health is what you take for granted until you don't have it, which generally equates to your age. But health news, both good and bad, is a steady component of the daily lineup.

Current health headlines inform us that life expectancy is declining due to Covid and poverty, new medicine give hope to defeat ancient maladies, addiction remains a scourge, diet choices affect not only the planet but our own long-term outcomes, exercise matters, recovery from terrible events like strokes is possible, our brains are still mysteries beyond comprehension, only a fraction of our DNA differentiates us from Neanderthals, and on and on.

Love may seem like the softest sixth of this hexagon, and admittedly it's an arbitrary choice, but I like sixths because they are an uneven number and therefore subject to interpretation. You can round up (16.7%), down (16.6%) or choose the infinite (16.666666666666666666~%) but you'll never pin love down.

Like the universe or life's origin or what death means.

But matters of the heart work their way into the news on an every day basis, even though they may present themselves in other guises. Why we fall in love and with whom remains an enduring mystery I hope we never solve, or even think that we solve.

That falling for another is not confined to the human species is touchingly apparent in the recent works on creatures like the octopus, elephant, cuttlefish, bonobo, and many many others. What we don't know about the life forms we so casually cause to go extinct will most definitely hurt us, not just biologically but emotionally. 

Unrequited love or requited love -- either is an especially difficult ordeal. But letting somebody in is worth it if you're open when they come knocking. Maybe that's what Bob Dylan meant when he sang about mortality in "knock knock knockin' on heaven's door."

We need to do a lot of work on our love lives and how to learn to truly appreciate what a gift it is to love each other at any age.

And with that, it's best that I close this rambling daily rant on the news that has morphed into something else before I get myself into some serious trouble here. 

But wait, I forgot the most important headline of all:

* I love you. (DW)

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Netflix: "The Last Letter From Your Lover" (2021). A journalist, an archivist, letters between two illicit lovers, the hopelessness and the hopefulness of finding love in this life. Watch it.

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THE OTHER HEADLINES:

Climate Crisis Turns World’s Subways Into Flood Zones -- Swift, deadly flooding in China this week inundated a network that wasn’t even a decade old, highlighting the risks faced by cities globally. (NYT)

Thousands of wildfires engulf broad expanses of Russia each year, destroying forests and shrouding regions in acrid smoke. But Northeastern Siberia has had particularly massive fires this summer. [AP]


‘A Recipe for Catastrophic Fire’: How an Oregon Blaze Became the Nation’s Largest -- At the edge of the Bootleg Fire, firefighters outnumber residents in remote forest towns. It has burned for weeks, fed by winds, a tinderbox of undergrowth and erratic fire behavior. (NYT)



C.D.C. Urges Americans to Get Vaccinated Amid Virus Surge -- Dr. Rochelle Walensky, the director of the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, warned that the U.S. is at “another pivotal point in this pandemic” as the infectious Delta variant continues to drive the majority of new Covid-19 cases. (Reuters)


Delta variant will "find everybody not immune," warns Mayo Clinic expert. (HuffPost)

Why Vaccinated People Are Getting ‘Breakthrough’ Infections -- The vaccines are effective at preventing serious illness and death, but they are not a golden shield against the coronavirus. (NYT)

Chinese Health Officials Shocked by W.H.O. Covid-19 Origin Study -- Zeng Yixin, the vice minister of the Chinese National Health Commission, dismissed the theory that the coronavirus was man-made in a lab after the World Health Organization proposed to further investigate the labs in Wuhan. (AP)

‘Not Out of the Woods’: C.D.C. Issues Warning to the Unvaccinated -- The renewed sense of urgency was aimed at millions of people who have not yet been vaccinated and therefore are most likely to be infected. (NYT)

* AP-NORC poll: Most unvaccinated Americans don’t want shots (AP)

* The San Francisco Bar Owner Alliance — a group of more than 500 bar owners in the city — is considering whether to require vaccine cards for entry at its members’ bars across the city, as the Delta variant drives a new surge of Covid-19 cases. (SFGate)


* Tajikistan says it's ready to take in up to 100,000 Afghan refugees (Reuters)


Former Air Force intelligence analyst Daniel Hale said his guilt over participating in lethal drone strikes in Afghanistan led him to leak government secrets about the drone program to a reporter. He is scheduled to be sentenced Tuesday after pleading guilty to violating the Espionage Act. [AP]


The opening ceremony for the Tokyo Games kicked off Friday, convened largely without spectators and opposed by much of the host nation. Can the Olympic flame burn away the fear or provide a measure of catharsis after a year of suffering and uncertainty in Japan and around the world? [AP]


The International Olympic Committee for the first time posted a photo at the Tokyo Games of an athlete taking a knee to protest racism — ending an apparent blackout of images of the protests on its social media sites and provided to the media. The IOC will include photos of kneeling activists from now on, it said in a statement. [HuffPost]

Mississippi asks Supreme Court to overturn Roe v. Wade in upcoming case (WP)

California’s recall election for Gov. Gavin Newsom has 46 candidatesvying to replace him, as confirmed by Secretary of State Shirley Weber on Wednesday. Five more candidates have been added since Saturday, including the talk show host Larry Elder, who had to be reinstated after winning a court case regarding his tax returns, according to Politico. (California Today)

A Grizzly Bear Terrorized a Man for Days in Alaska. The Coast Guard Saw His SOS. -- Down to his last rounds of ammunition, with bruises and a leg injury, the man was rescued by a helicopter crew that just happened by. (NYT)

Stranded baby orca in New Zealand sparks search for his pod. (HuffPost)


Man Under Mistaken Impression He His Own Harshest Critic (The Onion)

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Knockin' On Heaven's Door

Bob Dylan
Mama take this badge from me
I can't use it anymore
It's getting dark too dark to see
Feels like I'm knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door, eh yeah
Mama put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore
That cold black cloud is comin' down
Feels like I'm knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door, wow oh yeah

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Friday, July 23, 2021

While the Camera Rolls


Several years ago, after a film crew had finished up interviewing me for a documentary based on one of my stories, they lingered in my living room for a drink before hitting the road. On impulse I asked if they would turn the camera back on and just ask me a few questions about my personal life as opposed to my work life.

They did and we chatted on-film for a few minutes as I told them a few of the things I might like my friends and family to know about me after I am gone.

Maybe a year later, I attended the premier of their documentary and during the question and answer period afterward a film student asked the director whether anyone had served as an inspiration in his career. He pointed at me in the audience. Feeling a bit embarrassed, I stood and gave an awkward wave.

I've never asked whether he saved that extra footage but I hope so.

Sometimes when I am talking to somebody, maybe for a story or maybe just as friends, I ask them whether there is anything else they'd like to say before we hang up, say goodbye, call it quits, exchange saronaya, adios, au revoir, so long.

Much of journalism and life is quite formal, on the record, words carefully chosen, image preserved. Boundaries respected.

But what happens when we cross those boundaries and let our guard down can be much more interesting. I've gotten some great quotes that way, you might try that when taping an elder for a memoir project.

Working with entrepreneurs has been a major part of my professional life over the past 25 years, and possibly I've learned a few things. Certainly, embracing risk is a prerequisite for that type of work, but this is not always the easiest thing to do.

It involves giving up a measure of security for the unknown. On the other hand, the potential rewards are such that sometimes it's worth that risk. In fact, without risk there can rarely be the rewards.

What is true at work is true in life as well. One of the riskiest things we can do in life is to isolate ourselves; as a counterweight one of the riskiest things we can do is to truly try and connect with other people at any age. Rejection is painful. But the rewards in connecting may justify taking that risk. 

This all seems easier for another type of person, someone more extroverted, more accustomed to making the first move. Left to my own nature, I tended to hold back way too often and in the process I missed deepening connections in the past that would have bettered my life in the long run. I got very good at isolating, hiding really.

But at some point I started forcing myself to change. And that has made some small differences in outcomes in my personal life. Nothing major yet, but small improvements. 

Professionally, I know I want to un-retire this fall in the sense I  would start earning at least some money again. My work ethic is fine. I produce a long essay every day, 365 days a year, while also providing what is essentially a news broadcast with up to three dozen headlines in it, plus a playlist, movie and book reviews and the latest developments in sports.

I have a huge appetite for this work and I love doing it. Maybe what I need to do next is hire a personal business consultant, like some startups do. But I'm not a startup -- I've long since started up. And there is no need to motivate me to keep going. I'll keep going. I just need to be more savvy about packaging, marketing, and monetizing the things I am doing.

That's my agenda for the second half of 2021.

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THE HEADLINES:

America in 2090: The Impact of Extreme Heat, in Maps -- Global warming will get worse unless we cut greenhouse gas emissions. (NYT)

* Wildfires have erupted across the globe, scorching places that rarely burned before (CNN)

Death toll in China floods climbs to 33 as rains spread and more cities call for help (WP)

Wildfire Smoke From Out West Clouds New York City Skyline (AP)

The Bootleg Fire in Oregon, which has ruined more than 150 structures and displaced thousands of people, is so big that officials say it may not be fully extinguished until November. The fire has consumed nearly 400,000 acres, a 625 square-mile swath of land comparable in size to half of Rhode Island. [HuffPost]

Extreme heat scalds Christmas tree crops in Oregon (Reuters)

Officials Force Evacuations as California Wildfire Expands (AP)

Aiming to curb wildfire risk, Pacific Gas & Electric said it would bury about 10,000 miles of power lines, a process that will cost tens of billions of dollars. (California Today)

Coast-to-coast heat dome to deliver sweltering weather next week (WP)

* From China to Germany, floods expose climate vulnerability (Reuters)


Biden said that he expects the Food and Drug Administration to give its final approval to COVID-19 vaccines, a step he hopes will help combat skepticism among Americans who have not been inoculated yet. He is also optimistic that children younger than 12 would be eligible for shots "soon." [HuffPost]

White House officials debate masking push as coronavirus cases spike (WP)

Public Health Experts Call On CDC To Endorse Masking Indoors (NPR)

"It's too late": Doctor says dying COVID-19 patients are begging for vaccines. (HuffPost)

How Nations Are Learning to ‘Let It Go’ and Live With Covid (NYT)

Don’t be fooled by that viral clip of Sean Hannity begging his viewers to get the COVID-19 vaccine; Fox News personalities are casting doubt on the vaccine just as much as they always have. The people who watch Hannity's show -- not just clips -- heard his remarks in a very different context. [HuffPost]

China rejects WHO push for more investigation into covid origins in Wuhan (WP)


Startup Claims Breakthrough in Long-Duration Batteries --Form Energy says it has built a low-cost iron-air battery that can discharge electricity for days, which could have big ramifications for storing electricity on the power grid. (WSJ)


* The Tokyo Olympics Are the Least Wanted in History (New Yorker)

In audio clips, Trump says he spoke to a ‘loving crowd’ at Jan. 6 rally (WP)

Bipartisan House probe of Jan. 6 insurrection falls apart after Pelosi blocks two GOP members (WP)

Rising Violent Crime Is Likely To Present A Political Challenge For Democrats In 2022 (NPR)

Biogen Sees Heavy Patient Interest in Alzheimer’s Drug (WSJ)

Drug Distributors and J.&J. Reach $26 Billion Deal to End Opioids Lawsuits (NYT)

‘Somebody has to do the dirty work’: NSO founders defend the spyware they built (WP)

Judy Garland’s Long-Lost ‘Wizard Of Oz’ Dress Possibly Found In Trash Bag (HuffPost)

The AI we should fear is already here (WP)


* The San Francisco Giants continue to have the best won-loss record in Major League Baseball (61-35) after taking three of four games from the L.A. Dodgers in L.A. (YouTubeTV)

‘I Would Be Absolutely Perfect For This,’ Report 1,400 People Looking At Same Job Posting (The Onion)

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"Hey, That's No Way to Say Goodbye"

Song by Roberta Flack

Written by Leonard Cohen

I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm
Your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm
Yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new
In city and in forest they smiled like me and you
But now it's come to distances and both of us must try
Your eyes are soft with sorrow
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye
I'm not looking for another as I wander in my time
Walk me to the corner, our steps will always rhyme
You know my love goes with you as your love stays with me
It's just the way it changes, like the shoreline and the sea
But let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't untie
Your eyes are soft with sorrow
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye
I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm
Your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm
Yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new
In city and in forest they smiled like me and you
But let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't untie
Your eyes are soft with sorrow
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye

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Thursday, July 22, 2021

All News is Local


Somewhere in the archives of the (sadly) homeless Newseum in Washington D.C., or in the files of the Freedom Forum is an old calendar featuring inspirational quotations from various journalists and others celebrating freedom of speech and the press.

I think the calendar covered only one year and I'm sorry to say I don't know which one. But I do know that I was quoted on July 23rd of that calendar and that the chosen quote came from a speech I'd given at a press event:

"Journalists used to be responsible for the final word. Now we're responsible for the first word." 

This statement grew out of my experiences in the early days of the Web in the 1990s, when I worked at Salon and Wired Digital. The point I was trying to make was that traditionally journalists assumed they were more or less in charge of determining the "truth" about whatever topic we tackled. That equated to the last word.

But with the dawn of interactive media, featuring email, comments, blogs and social networks, it was clear that our role was shifting, to more of the conveners of conversations, not the closers.

That is very much what I try to do here at Facebook, starting conversations with my daily essays, which focus mainly on my memories of a half century-plus in journalism, along with personal stories and current updates.

Recently I focused on the early days of Salon and HotWired to convene an effort to preserve the history of these important content companies. HotWired is no longer with us, but its legacy lives on in multiple ways -- banner ads, blogs, podcasts, online video, web designs and one ongoing service, Wired News. And a slew of talented makers who drifted away on the wind.

Salon, thankfully, still publishes.

But when I published my memories of these two companies, I didn't want anyone to get the impression that I felt I was in sole possession of the "truth" of these matters.

My memories are mine alone, and no doubt shaped by my personality and the unique roles I played at that time. Many of the comments from others that appeared with my essays clarify or enhance my version of what happened, and that is exactly what I'd hoped would happen.

Historians are accustomed to gathering multiple sources for their historiographies. That is what anyone who wishes to document what happened at the dawn of the web should do with this stuff. Mine is meant to be only one of many voices -- collectively we share the history of what happened and the conversation should involve everyone.

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Consider this story:

Saving Local News By Keeping It Free -- Over the past 20 years, local newspapers have been disappearing at such a rate that today there are at least 1,800 news “deserts” with no local news at all. In the midst of this unprecedented news crisis, many local news outlets are turning to a solution of the last resort — paywalls — charging for their content. (AP)

This is an update on the Local News Network (LNN), headquartered in Durango, Colorado, a startup. (I serve on the board of advisors.) It is one of various promising efforts to rejuvenate news at the local level, where the decline of newspapers is most severe.

And that is especially true in the "news deserts" of small towns and rural parts of the country. But if people on the coasts and big cities think they don't have a stake in this crisis, think again.

What happens when there is no professional news outlet in a town? Often, this creates a breeding ground for conspiracy theorists who propagate preposterous fantasies like the 2020 election was "stolen" or Covid was a plot by the Chinese government, or vaccines cause autism in children.

None of these theories are correct but in absence of ethical journalists to inform people, ignorance thrives. It's the same syndrome that brought us Donald Trump, the most dangerous and authoritarian president in U.S. history.

As more and more facts emerge from his time in office, it is clear that he intended to establish one-man rule to replace our democracy, which so many of our patriotic troops have spilled blood to protect.

I have no doubt that many sincere people, good people, fell for Trump's lies and demagoguery;  but many of them might not have had they had access to accurate information from news sources they trusted.

Local news outlets like those part of LNN specialize in building that trust in their communities. And we need to support them because in the end, all news is local. 

THE (OTHER) HEADLINES:

Driven by covid deaths, U.S. life expectancy dropped by 1.5 years in 2020 -- The decline, which is the largest seen in a single year since World War II, reflects the pandemic’s sustained toll on Americans, particularly the disproportionate impact of covid-19 on communities of color. (WP)

* Coexisting With the Coronavirus -- COVID-19 is likely to become an endemic illness. How will our immune systems resist it? (New Yorker)

* Warning signs for global recovery as Delta dims outlook (Reuters)

‘There Will Be Breakthrough Cases,’ Psaki Says (AP)

The more transmissible delta variant of the coronavirus now makes up about 83% of new COVID-19 cases in the U.S., with the majority of deaths occurring in unvaccinated people, the CDC director said. Deaths from the virus are also rising, with an average of 239 per day over the last week. [HuffPost]

Delta Variant Isn’t Expected to Dent Robust U.S. Recovery (WSJ)

As Virus Resurges, G.O.P. Lawmakers Allow Vaccine Skepticism to Flourish (NYT)

Growing number of Republican lawmakers urge vaccinations amid delta variant’s surge (WP)

U.S. extends travel curbs at Canada, Mexico land borders through Aug. 21 (Reuters)

Havana Syndrome Task Force to be Led by a Veteran of Hunt for Bin Laden --The choice of the Central Intelligence Agency officer is part of what officials describe as a quickening effort to determine the source of the apparent attacks, which has proven elusive. (WSJ)

Tom Barrack, a longtime friend of former President Trump and the chair of Trump’s inaugural committee, secretly worked for the government of the United Arab Emirates for more than a year as he helped shape Trump’s campaign and presidency, according to a Justice Department indictment. The charge further underscores the staggering degree of misconduct in Trump's inner circle. [HuffPost]

Off-duty Drug Enforcement Administration agent Mark Sami Ibrahim posed for photographs in which he flashed his badge and firearm outside the U.S. Capitol during the Jan. 6 riot, according to a court filing. He told investigators after the insurrection that he was there to help a friend who had been asked to document the event for the FBI, but the friend denied it and said Ibrahim concocted the false story to "cover his ass." [AP]

Personal threats, election lies and punishing new laws rattle election officials, raising fears of a mass exodus (CNN)

Men spend their money on greenhouse gas-emitting goods and services, such as meat and fuel, at a much higher rate than women, Swedish researchers found. (NPR)

As California’s fire season begins to cough up nasty, gray air — all too familiar over the past few years — scientists are learning that wildfire smoke may be a lot more harmful than previously thought, even for those living far from the flames. (SF Chronicle Bay Briefing)

A Drought So Dire That a Utah Town Pulled the Plug on Growth -- Groundwater and streams vital to both farmers and cities are drying up in the West, challenging the future of development. (NYT)

Heat waves are dangerous. Isolation and inequality make them deadly. (WP)

As California’s fire season begins to cough up nasty, gray air — all too familiar over the past few years — scientists are learning that wildfire smoke may be a lot more harmful than previously thought, even for those living far from the flames. (SF Chronicle)

Severe floods inundate parts of central China (WP)

* Lessons from the Fight for the Grand Canyon -- We once saved national landmarks for their beauty. Now it's for survival too. (New Yorker) 

* 50-year war on drugs imprisoned millions of Black Americans (AP)

How an Unproven Alzheimer’s Drug Got Approved (NYT)

The majority of Americans lack a college degree. Why do so many employers require one? (WP)

8 Hours a Day, 5 Days a Week Is Not Working for Us -- The goal is “one reasonable job per person,” not “two for one and half for another.” (NYT)

* U.S. Stocks Rise to Extend Rebound (WSJ)

* Argo AI, Ford and Lyft to launch self-driving ride-hail service in Miami and Austin (Reuters)

Russia and China are trying to control the Internet — even as they censor it (WP)

Biden Has Angered China, and Beijing Is Pushing Back (NYT)

SoftBank's robotics ambitions short circuit as Pepper loses power (Reuters)

* Byju’s is storming into the U.S. kids education market with the $500
million acquisition of Epic, a digital reading platform for children.
Their common mission is to make education more personal, interactive,
and fun for children. (Venture Beat)

Why There Are Few Openly Gay Athletes In Men's Professional Sports (NPR)

On England’s Canals, Boaters Embrace the Peace and Pace of a Floating Life -- More people are calling England’s canals — and the narrow boats used to navigate them — home as remote work options in the pandemic’s wake make a mobile lifestyle more possible. (NYT)

Fully Vaccinated but Anxious About a Return to Normal Life? You May Have ‘Cave Syndrome’ (WSJ)

2 Australian States Say Their Sharks Will No Longer 'Attack.' They Will Only 'Bite' (NPR)

NASA Says New Moon Mission Unlikely Since Neil Armstrong Only Person Who Knew How To Get There (The Onion)

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REPRINT:

* So you want to investigate your own past. How to begin? David Weir on memoir writing. (OLLI/UC Berkeley)

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Happy Birthday Scamp! May you have a wonderful day!

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"Searching"

Songwriters: M. Malavasi / P. Slade
Hit the town in the cold of the night
Looking? round for the warmth of the light
There was fog on the road
So I guess no one saw me arriving
I was tired and awake for some time
Then my lights hit a welcoming sign
It said if you're alone
You can make this your home
If you want to, oww
Searching, searching
(For so long)
Searching
(Searching)
Searching, searching
(I just wanted to dance)
Searching
Stepped outta the night
It was brighter inside
Someone come and asked me my name
Taken back by surprise
When I saw with my eyes
A girl in a love's disguise
She said stop, stop, stop
Get out your heart
Haven't got a lot
But play the part
Mister, stop, stop, stop
Get out your heart
What I've got's hot stuff
The night is ours
Coffee glass that had fell from my hand
Like a child couldn't quite understand
What was I doin? there
Far away from nowhere, on my own
I was tired and awake for some time
Just the light playing tricks with my mind
Was she there in a crowd
Was the music too loud, was I dreaming
Searching, searching
(For so long)
Searching
(I don't want romance)
(I just want my chance, searching)
Searching, searching
(Yeah)
Searching
Just came by here by chance
Only wanted to dance
No news, no her, no, no, no one
Taken back by surprise
What's in front of my eyes
This girl in a love's disguise
She said stop, stop, stop
Get out your heart
Haven't got a lot
But play the part
Mister, stop, stop, stop
Get out your heart
What I've got's hot stuff
The night is ours

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