Wednesday, July 31, 2024

Anxiety and Age

Overlooked during the non-stop coverage of the Harris-Trump race, Joe Biden gave an impressive speech the other day at the LBJ Library in Austin, Texas. His delivery was flawless, without any embarrassing slips or gaffes.

When he was nearing the end of his prepared remarks, he paused the teleprompter and went off-script for an extended remembrance of his early political career, clearly in a nostalgic mood. Although he was improvising, he didn’t lose his train of thought or become confused.

Watching this, I was struck by the sharp contrast between this speech and his disastrous debate performance six weeks earlier. What might account for the difference?

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Five years ago, I was diagnosed with “Parkinsonism.” A number of medical experts explained to me that it was not Parkinson’s Disease, but a diagnosis based on the shaking in my left arm.

The treatment for this tremor, a medication with the pleasingly poetic name of Carbidopa Levodopa, usually seems to keep the shaking to a minimum.

But recently I’ve been paying much closer attention to when the tremor appears and when it seems to be at its worst, and by doing so I’ve noticed another pattern. Whether or not I’ve taken my pills recently, if I am feeling at all anxious, the tremor gets worse.

During my first 75 years I never thought much about anxiety and certainly didn’t think it was one of the issues that might be affecting my health. Other people, perhaps, but not me. I’d held numerous high-stress jobs and given speeches all over the world, including before Congress and the UN, and I prided myself for staying calm in those moments.

But earlier this spring, my healthcare providers suggested that anxiety might be a contributing factor to my current health problems including an increase in the shaking. They added that anxiety’s effects often worsen with age. 

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Based on my experience, I’ve come up with my own theory to explain the disparity between Biden’s awful debate performance and his relaxed performance at the LBJ Library, and that is the differing amounts of anxiety he was under on the two occasions.

If my understanding from my caregivers is correct that the effects of anxiety grow worse as part of the aging process, something that used to be routine for Biden, like a debate, could suddenly become extremely daunting.

It’s just a theory, but maybe in the extreme anxiety of the moment of the debate, Biden’s 81-year-old body did him in. We will never know, I suppose, but such are the musings of one older man watching another struggle on what was obviously a very bad night.

HEADLINES:

  • Hamas’s political chief Ismail Haniyeh assassinated in Iran (Al Jazeera)

  • Israel says its Beirut strike killed Hezbollah’s top military commander, who it blames for Golan Heights attack (CNN)

  • Britain urges its citizens to leave Lebanon, warning of rapid deterioration risk (Reuters)

  • At boisterous Georgia rally, Harris dares Trump to ‘say it to my face’ and show up for their debate (AP)

  • What’s happening in Venezuela? Election turmoil, protests and fraud claims (Al Jazeera)

  • US calls on Venezuelan government to release specific data on election (CNN)

  • Trump vs. Harris is dividing Silicon Valley into feuding political camps (WP)

  • GOPers Finally Admit It: J.D. Vance’s Weirdness Is a Fiasco for Trump (TNR)

  • The White Dudes for Harris initiative raised more than $4 million for Vice President Kamala Harris' presidential run with a livestream on Monday night. Prominent Democrats, activists, union leaders and Hollywood stars, including Mark Ruffalo and Jeff Bridges, turned out. [HuffPost]

  • Trump rally gunman stopped firing after local officer shot at him (WP)

  • In many ways, a world built for cars has made life so much harder for grown-ups. (Atlantic)

  • Massive California Wildfire Signals Grim Outlook for 2024 (Bloomberg)

  • Heat Waves And Wildfires Give Urgency To The Fight To Cut Methane (Forbes)

  • The Taliban say they no longer recognize Afghan diplomatic missions set up by the former government (AP)

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  • OpenAI starts rolling out its Her-like voice mode for ChatGPT (Verge)

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  • Federal investigator Terrance Jepson noted that gunman Thomas Matthew Crooks also appeared to have bookmarked WikiHow pages like “10 Steps To Transform Yourself Into An Inscrutable Paradox.” (The Onion)

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