Sad

Is it okay I feel this way? I have let her go, and I am quite sure she is gone from me, forever. Probably, she never even thinks about me any more. It was the right thing to do, so she can move on, right? It's what she wanted me to do, and I had the courage to do it, finally. And I am firm in my decision, to the point I am not even sure I would take her back, should she ask for that, which she won't.

But, still, I miss her, so much. I hope she is happy, and that the new friends she makes appreciate how special she is. Meanwhile, as hard as I try, I am still very, very, very, very, very, very sad...

Is it okay to be sad tonight? Tomorrow, when the sun comes up, I promise I will be happy...